Saturday in the car a song came on the radio that reminded Zander about the death of the puppy a few weeks ago. He started sobbing uncontrollably. He was upset that his dog had died and Dad wasn't even here. We felt so bad for him and Oscar felt worse than I did because he was here to comfort him when it happened. Today Oscar had to run out to the store and there was a family giving away puppies on the side of the road so to ease his guilt and to ease Zanders pain he surprised us with Lexi.